I feel like the biggest joke ever...
really? u dare to ask me that much? in the month when my mother's hope flunk, when she has to explain it to my extended families...seems u r not aware of how much damage u've caused. It's not only to give me another reason to cry when I already have thousands to. U make me and my mother become the big fat liar in front of my extended families. U betray somebody who trusts you, who believes in you.
U took something from me, like he took something from me
I let myself drown in agony last year because at least I owed you that much
But this year, I didn't take anything from you so I refused to let myself fall
I don't deserve this. I am caring, loving, supporting when I have strength to
I swallowed my big pride, threw out my logical because I thought u worth it...
Just when I am down, fall, hit the rock bottom, u left me...
For whatever reason that is, the fact is just as simply as u left me...
U left me at the lowest point of my life
U gave me another reason to cry when I already have thousands to
U made my mother and me become the biggest joke in front of my extended families
And thank you very much for that...
If u still don't realize how much u hurt me, this is it.
